One more day till my vacation. One more work day till vacation. I shall die tomorrow.
16 days! Can you imagine the things that I could do with so much free time one my hands. Well I do, I shall study for university and for my drivers license, slack around in pajamas in the house and just waste time in general.
There are 3 stages that I go through when things don’t go my way:
block the bad things out
scheme my way out.
Believe it or not, it works so well I don’t know if I should feel proud of myself or ashamed. But, at the moment I’m pretty happy that I am set on fixing everything in my life, even if it means scheming my way out of difficult situations. It’s a thing that I’m good at so why give it up.
P.S. I forgot to mention that there is another stage, a minor one, the one where I binge on food till the idea comes to me.
“A mind that is stretched by new experiences can never go back to its old dimensions” by Oliver Wendell Holmes Jr.
One week into the new year and I’m still going strong. Made a very good decision last night, whatever money I had left on my card is now gone. I paid 4 bills, and 3 more to go when I get paid next week.
I am very happy for someone that is currently broke. *feeling responsible*
I can live without many things, but I cannot live without my music. These are my babies:
3 generations in one place. Believe it or not they are all functional and it’s something, considering I’ve had the 2 gb Philips GoGear for 6 years, the 8 gb Sony Walkman for 4 years and the humble 32 gb iPod for 2 years now.
I must admit, nowadays I’m using more the Sony Walkman because it’s small, easy to use and if I happen to drop it I won’t cry my eyes out. The iPod is there only for audio books and the grandpa of the lot, the Philips GoGear, well he retired a long time ago. But, I’m thinking of using it now for foreign languages studies.
And with this occasion I realized I take care of my things. Feeling proud of myself.
I missed Keanu Reeves! This was a movie that I was waiting for since the moment they announced its release.
When you watch the trailer and see the posters everywhere and they look so awesome, it gets you so hipped up it’s insane. Heck, it was a full house. Seriously, the cinema was full! There was no place left empty and we were lucky we had reservations made from the day before.
It looks awesome right?!?
Well, the posters LIE!!! The guy with the tattoos had 2-3 lines and only a 3 min screen time, yet he is on every freaking poster and has no importance whatsoever to the plot. He’s just there because his appearance is eye catching. The Demon also has a few scenes, but again he’s not important to the plot. In fact, they should’ve put Hiroyuki Sanada (who plays Oishi), Tadanobu Asano (who plays Lord Kira) or Ko Shibasaki (who plays Mika) on the posters. They had a bigger part in the story and it would’ve been fair to us, the watchers.
It wasn’t fair, because I was expecting this amazing movie with awesome action scenes. It never happened. It was so straight forward it was sad. They could’ve done so much with the story. I was actually thinking they had two good options: either go for the traditional Japanese way of storytelling (for example the amazing “Seven Samurai” by Akira Kurosawa) or they could’ve went full Hollywood and just add crazy action and amazing visuals.
It wasn’t horrible, but it was not what they marketed. I do like watching trailers, but I feel this was the biggest deceit ever.
Went to work today. I hated it! I had a hard time to find the will to get out of bed and just get ready for work. It’s not the morning shift, it’s not the people, it’s the job itself. It’s depressing and unrewarding.
Yet, I found a good spot and kept it throughout the day. Did my own thing and just pushed forward.
Positive thoughts, taking action and baby steps towards my happy place. I shall soon find it, and I know I won’t be disappointed. Writing random thoughts on a notebook at the end of the day helps a lot.
Tomorrow I shall do something. I don’t know what, but I will do it. Just for the heck of it.
Everything becomes less overwhelming when we take one day at a time. If I take things slowly and focus on each day, I can avoid falling in a rut.
It worked two days so far. Lets see if I can keep this up.
By the way, tomorrow it’s the first day at work for the year. I want to see how I will feel about it.