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Monthly Archives: March 2010
22 March, 2010
It’s warm and it’s sunny.
Stray cats are out soaking in the sunlight, dogs are playful, I’m armed with my camera waiting for the trees to blossom and Johnny got drunk yesterday (he was cute).
We all celebrate spring’s arrival in our own way, but we are celebrating the same thing.
My goal for this week: to visit the Zoo.
18 March, 2010
I’ve been asked this question every since I was little. And, till this day, I never took it seriously.
I always laughed (in my mind) at my friends when they made plans for the future, like they could actually tell what tomorrow will bring for them.
I always thought that you just have to live each day as it comes, and enjoy the “mystery” of what tomorrow may bring (even if it might not be something nice). You have no idea where you’ll not be in five years nor should you worry. After all, worrying doesn’t solve anything.
But, after 2 years of thinking “Wow, things have finally changed for me, everything seems to be working good”, life managed to give me her biggest bitch slap so far.
I guess this was a wakeup call to reality.
For the first time in my life I had nightmares and they felt more pleasant than reality. I woke up and thought “Those weren’t so bad, hmmm maybe I should go back to sleep”.
It’s just weird, I feel like I’m the only sane person left and everyone around has gone mad. But, I also feel like I’ve been taking things so light (and for granted). I realized that, even after working for 4 years I haven’t managed to do anything for myself or for my future.
I am still a silly 23 old “teenager”.
How do I see myself in 5 years?
I DON’T KNOW.
I’m trying to work it out. I’m trying to see what my options are.
Breaking old habits, changing a lifestyle, making heart aching decisions are not my specialty. I’m stuck and I’m afraid that if I try to move on I will end up hurting a lot of people including myself.
Actually change itself is scary.
I may need to go back to this post these days after I make up my mind. I think it’s time for me to think of what will happen to me at least in a one year period. Change may be scary but being depressed or having to worry about everything around me is far worse.
Time for some serious thinking.
15 March, 2010
This is something worth waiting for.
15 March, 2010
It’s been two years since I’ve been active on any kind of forums whatsoever. But, recently I joined a forum dedicated to a Korean idol group: Supernova/Cho Shin Sung/Cho Shin Sei.
The forum, Stargaze, is actually a cute community.
I’ve browsed my way around the forum and found many pictures and videos. And, I’m starting to like this song:
The song features Kim Gwangsu from Supernova and Eun Jung from T-ara.
Also, I’ve found these pictures on the Internet and I’m really loving them. Kim Gwangsu is really growing on me and not just because he’s a hottie with a beautiful smile, but also because he’s talented and has a good voice.
Credit: the names (of the pictures) and the pictures themselves have not been altered.
11 March, 2010
I’ve started waking up every morning hoping it will be at least sunny or dry outside.
Today, I woke up, I looked out the window and went back to bed. I didn’t want to wake up. Why? Look for yourself.
But you know what they say: “When life gives you lemon, go to the park and play in the snow”. So that’s, what we did, at 7 AM, when most people go to work we took the detour and ended in the park. It was a nice way to start the day.
9 March, 2010
There are two Korean love songs that I truly love. I’m infatuated with them, but I also came to the conclusion that, if the video wasn’t awesome I wouldn’t have loved them as much.
The two songs that I’m talking about are “Without a heart” by 8eight and “My tears are dropping” by K.Will.
So Hee (from the Wonder Girls) stars in “Without a heart” and Yuri (from Girls Generation) stars in “My tears are dropping”. I really like them in the music videos and I wish they would have more projects like this.
I’m having a hard time choosing between the two songs/two girls. I find the songs equally great and touching; I like the cute So Hee (hey I am a Wonder Girls fan, after all), but I don’t know what to say about Yuri.
From Girls Generation I like Hyoyeon and Sooyoung best. Yuri reminds me of one of my brothers (she’s got a “player” kinda of feeling to her). But she looks and acts great in the video.
8eight – “Without a heart”
K.Will – “My tears are dropping”
Can you choose between the two songs/two girls?
3 March, 2010
Who is Hae Lim?
Well she the newest Wonder Girls member. I could say she replaced Sun Mi, but that wouldn’t be fair (to Sun Mi or to Hae Lim), so I’m going to say she’s the new addition.
Have any of you visited the Wonder Girls website?
I did and I was surprised that there wasn’t any kind information about her on it: no profile, no biography, and no pictures.
She wasn’t received “warmly” by the fans and everyone keeps saying she doesn’t fit in with the rest of the Wonder Girls. Of course she doesn’t fit in with the rest of the girls; she’s new to them and to the fans.
The Wonder Girls have been around for 3 years. In this time, they earned their fans, they created their own style and have gotten used to being in the spotlight. They (Sun Ye, Ye Eun, So Hee, Yo Bin and Sun Mi) also became friends.
Hae Lim is a stranger to the stage, a stranger to the Wonder Girls and a stranger to the fans. So, don’t be unfair to her. She’s a newbie, a Wonder Girls newbie. Give her time to earn her fans, to find her style and to get used with all this attention that she’s getting. Also, give her time to become friends with the other Wonder Girls.
She isn’t here to replace Sun Mi.
I am actually looking forward to the new Wonder Girls album. I just want to hear her sing and I also want new Wonder Girls songs. Then I’ll know for sure if I like her or not. Until then, I hope JYPE will make her a proper profile and we will get to see more pictures of her and the Wonder Girls.
P.S.: I just realised that, while I wrote this post I actually got used to Hae Lim as a Wonder Girl. And I’m the same person who, a few weeks ago, said she can’t imagine the Wonder Girls without any of the original members.