I was going to rant my ass off after these past few weeks. I was really ready to pour out everything that has built up in me but I snapped back to reality. I can’t!
Also I got to work and started thinking “Okay, so now I have to do this *annoying work thing* but if I’m going to do this then why not do this *personal thing* and maybe I can fit and this *another personal thing* that I’ve been trying to do for a few weeks now but couldn’t because of other *annoying work things*”.
Don’t get me wrong I tried to take a day off to do all the things that need to be done but I wasn’t allowed one. Yup, you heard me I can’t even take a day off from work. So I found myself trying to do things in such manner that it would benefit me as well. I guess you could say I’ve become so accustomed dealing with shitty situations that instead of worrying and getting angry I try to make them work in my favor.
It’s funny because all these shitty situations happen in the first place because others have the impression that it will make their life easier, instead it only makes it harder and it gives me a headache trying to put things back together because that’s what I do. I pick up the shit. I can’t call it anything else because that’s what it is.
But then again, work shouldn’t be taken personally. People we work with shouldn’t be taken seriously. We should not take ourselves seriously because we would go crazy if we did.
It sucks, working that is. But that’s life, you have to do something in order to survive.
Don’t get me wrong here, I love what I do. I like being busy and working around, helping others. Otherwise I wouldn’t have worked here for the past 5 years. I just don’t like shitty people that is. And unfortunately the world is full of them.
On a happier note, it’s Friday.