Spring, is that you?

Spring, is that you?

Spring, is that you?

It’s been raining for almost 2 days now, but that doesn’t bother me anymore. I’m just happy that we finally have some color in this gray city.

I actually can’t wait to store all my winter clothes, boots included. I just can’t wait for everything to turn green. I miss taking sunny pictures and I miss going to the country side and not worry about the mud and cold.

I just miss warm and sunny weather in general.

3 months are down and 9 to go from this year. Truthfully I haven’t accomplished anything and I am sure it has something to do with my mental state. I have become a grumpy person. I just can’t find my happy spot. I really need something to cheer me up.

I guess I let life get to me.

I am hoping that things will change in April. After all, we can still work hard and catch up with our plans. I’m going to turn April into a positive month. I shall not complain. I shall not sulk. I shall not be a downer.

“Nurture your mind with great thoughts, for you will never go any higher than you think.” – Benjamin Disraeli

Yup, I can do this. I miss having fun and just being happy for no apparent reason.

Plus, I have a short list of things I want to catch up on:

Getting a good job.
Reading.
Learning.
Having fun.
Photos! 

And of course, blogging! Blogging is also important to me. It’s my way to keep track of everything and being motivated. So, Spring come quicker so I can get my mojo back.

03.09.2015

03.09.2015

I’m sure most people don’t need to know what date it is today. I just couldn’t find an appropriate name for this latest update on how things are going.

I’m full of mixed emotions. I could be a complete pessimist and just complain that nothing goes as it should, but then again things could be a lot worse. After all, we are healthy, I got a job and we are still able to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

But, it’s a really long tunnel we are going through. And with that I shall end the pessimism.

So, today is 03.09.2015. Things in our life are neither good nor bad. There is so much room for improvement and I swear I will not give up under pressure. I will work hard to make things better no matter what comes my way. I’ve had my fun, now it’s time for me to get back into the game. I shall not complain, nor shall I cry. I will make the best of things.

“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”
― Haruki Murakami

I’ve always wanted to become a stronger person. I guess there’s no better time like the present.