I actually like a good Monday, when no one bothers me and I get the chance of spending some alone time.
I get the chance to plan out my day, week and just relax.
And with this window of opportunity I actually get to read the news, find out what’s new in the world an even to listen to new songs, of course Korean songs. It’s been a long time since I posted anything about Korea but there wasn’t really anything worth mentioning, until today that is.
Yup, Brown Eyed Girls released a new song “Kill Bill“. It’s supposed to be a homage to the movie “Kill Bill” but I find the video rather amusing. Still, its a nice change from all the cuteness that Kpop is right now.
I am actually thinking of changing my music on my MP3 player, but I’m not sure if I’ll have the time and patience to pick and sort out my music. I remember the last time when it took me 2 days, yet it was fully worth it since I have the same music on my MP3 player for 2 years now.
There will always be three types of Monday: bad, mediocre and good. Yet I can really say in which category this Monday fits in.
Should I be happy? Should I be concerned? Should I start crying again?
Well I think I’ve already done way to much of the crying part, and why should I be concerned? Usually, things have a way of coming together and worrying won’t make my situation any better. And I really think I should be celebrating, after all I’ve wanted for such a long time to do this and here I am, already doing it.
Officially I am now jobless, almost broke and with a glass of beer next to me.
Why did I cry? Well, basically I was bullied out of my job. That’s the only way I can put it. It wasn’t that I was bad at it or things like that, it was more like someone thought I wasn’t doing my job. And this after my weeks of working over hours and from home. Can you imagine how I felt when I heard that X (who has a high position in the company) told Y that I am slacking all day long.
Well, then how the hell did all my work get done and on time?
And this was just the beginning. Well, I won’t get into any details, but I’ll just add that in those 2 hours I let everything out. I just blurted everything that was on my chest for the past 5 years.
I also did some crying because it was one of those situations where I really needed to let some steam out. I really loved my job, I just disliked the people I worked for.
So, here I am updating my resume, applying to jobs, letting friends know that I am in need of a job, and ranting. Yes, I am ranting about work. I hate when I break my rule about ranting about work on the blog but after 5 years of working my butt off, I really want a closure. I want freedom to express myself.
You know, the whole situation is funny. I was reading 9gag yesterday (it was Sunday so I was allowed to) and there was this post:
Yup, that sums it up. Lesson learned: don’t give 100% of yourself for people who don’t appreciate you.
Now, if you’re reading this, and you’re from Bucharest, if you have any jobs available or know about any jobs available please let me know. I would really appreciate it.