There will always be three types of Monday: bad, mediocre and good. Yet I can really say in which category this Monday fits in.
Should I be happy? Should I be concerned? Should I start crying again?
Well I think I’ve already done way to much of the crying part, and why should I be concerned? Usually, things have a way of coming together and worrying won’t make my situation any better. And I really think I should be celebrating, after all I’ve wanted for such a long time to do this and here I am, already doing it.
Officially I am now jobless, almost broke and with a glass of beer next to me.
Why did I cry? Well, basically I was bullied out of my job. That’s the only way I can put it. It wasn’t that I was bad at it or things like that, it was more like someone thought I wasn’t doing my job. And this after my weeks of working over hours and from home. Can you imagine how I felt when I heard that X (who has a high position in the company) told Y that I am slacking all day long.
Well, then how the hell did all my work get done and on time?
And this was just the beginning. Well, I won’t get into any details, but I’ll just add that in those 2 hours I let everything out. I just blurted everything that was on my chest for the past 5 years.
I also did some crying because it was one of those situations where I really needed to let some steam out. I really loved my job, I just disliked the people I worked for.
So, here I am updating my resume, applying to jobs, letting friends know that I am in need of a job, and ranting. Yes, I am ranting about work. I hate when I break my rule about ranting about work on the blog but after 5 years of working my butt off, I really want a closure. I want freedom to express myself.
You know, the whole situation is funny. I was reading 9gag yesterday (it was Sunday so I was allowed to) and there was this post:
Yup, that sums it up. Lesson learned: don’t give 100% of yourself for people who don’t appreciate you.
Now, if you’re reading this, and you’re from Bucharest, if you have any jobs available or know about any jobs available please let me know. I would really appreciate it.